Brian and Sarah. Day 13.

“He deserves to be chosen.”

 
 
 
 

Brian

Tell us about today!

Tonight we went to a friends Halloween Party. It was fun, just a small gathering and we watched this funny movie about vampires, but I can’t remember the name of the movie!

What did you learn about them? What did you learn about yourself?

We usually ask each other this question every day, but forgot today. So from my observation, she had a really busy day at work, but it didn’t seem like she let that affect her outside of work, which is a good thing!

On a scale from 1-10 how would you rate your time together today?

Six. It was fun to be around friends and always good to see her. It was pretty chill, and we spent a lot of time just watching the movie.

On a scale from 1-10 how positively do you feel about your relationship at this point?

Seven.

How are you feeling about this experiment?

I think our friendship is great! We don’t really communicate a ton outside of seeing each other or FaceTiming.

On a scale from 1-10 how would you rate your chemistry with him/her?

Six.

Sarah

Tell us about today!

Today was a pretty busy day at work. Brian knew it would be so he asked yesterday what he can do to help. I requested that he send me funny memes and videos throughout the day so I could have a good laugh when I have a break. And he did!

Today we also went to his friend’s house for a little Halloween party. His roommates were there, a few mutual friends, and some people I haven’t met before. We stood around and talked with everyone and eventually all watched a movie.

What did you learn about them? What did you learn about yourself?

I didn’t necessarily learn anything new about him tonight.
But I’ve noticed that Brian always wears pens in his front pocket. I’m trying to take pictures every time haha.

On a scale from 1-10 how would you rate your time together today?

Five. It was good, but I still feel a little awkward together when we’re in groups. People want to know how things are going and I don’t necessarily know how to answer them. They seem excited that we’re together but I am still not feeling that sense of a romantic connection.

On a scale from 1-10 how positively do you feel about your relationship at this point?

Three. Right now, I’m feeling more guilty about spending more time and putting more effort into this relationship when I don’t see us being more than friends. I’ve been open with Brian about how I feel and where I’m at. We talked the other day about the importance of choice in a relationship and it’s been on my mind a lot since. I feel bad for continuing on when I don’t see our relationship progressing past where we’re at and where we’ve been. I don’t want to waste his time if he could be spending it with someone who does choose him. Brian is an amazing person, I don’t think he has one negative or bad bone in his body. He deserves to be chosen.

On a scale from 1-10 how would you rate your chemistry with him/her?

Five.